Spencer Death

d. 2004

at 21 years old


I fell in love with Spencer the moment I knew he was growing inside me. After he was born, I didn't think I could love anyone more…Spencer prided himself with his fashion sense. This red shirt was one of his favourites...At times, I need to spend time with his scent, found on clothing and bedding that has not been washed since he left...Although there are still days where my grief is overwhelming, I am living a new life, knowing that I cannot ever own the life I had on the day before he left. My only solace is my profound awareness that Spencer died knowing how much I loved him.


Spencer Death's garment is incorporated into the Red Dress.